Esteban

the USA consumes more beef

Wed, 16 Sep 2009 18:44:37 GMT

than the combined weight of every single person who voted in 2008 for a president.

that's saying that most citizens weight around 160 pounds on average.

beef consumed in the USA in 2007: 28,100,000,000 (billion) pounds

combined weight of all citizens who voted in 2008: 20,702,690,240 (billion) pounds

Oh and thats like saying the USA ate the entire population of japan in one year. all bones, organs, cartilage, nails, eyes, brains, blood, every single part of them.

Wed, 04 Mar 2009 17:59:51 GMT

there's been hype about a recession for over 20 YEARS!!!! what the hell, how do people that are older than me don't realize all this shit is fabricated? if i didn't do a time magazine research of article covers for the past 20 years i would of never known the media was shoving down our throats a recession a crisis, a whatever. . . . . . even clinton promised changed back then. its insane how much people DONT REMEMBER.

the 10th day of 2009

Sun, 11 Jan 2009 16:45:39 GMT

well well, im not gonna be a dad, so with that worry out of the picture, i gotta watch out though, i dont want that uncertainty ever again until i want to be a dad.

anyways i decided a few things, just said to myself you know what fuck this shit, for example, smoking weed, i've realized all the reasons why to quit, i have, i've written them down on this fuckin lj, but i never did quit, i remember when i smoked the first time, i said to myself, this isn't gonna be for ever, i'm only gonna do it a few times, then after a couple of months still doing it, i said, "when i turn 18 im gonna quit"

MOTHAFUCKA IM 21 YEARS OLD NOW!!

im starting to really think that a PSYCHOLOGICAL addiction is worse than a PHYSICAL addiction.

the brain is the most powerful organ, when i knew weed was psychologically addictive i brushed it off, believing bullshit online sites, you never know what is what until you do your own research, fuck all them sites that say nicotine addiction is worse than THC addiction,

i think its almost the same, if not THC is worse, even though i do not wake up to a joint, like many nicotine addicts wake up to a cigarette, i can say that if i don't smoke in 2 weeks i will think a month passed since i didn't smoke, then i get these nostalgic thoughts of how great it feels to be stoned, how great music sounds when i'm stoned, how fucking BRUTAL is watching Planet Earth on blue-ray on the 42 Inch LCD screen at 1am, how amazing is making love to my fiancee high, the feeling that you understand every little thing about anything, and the thought that you are figuring out shit when really you are making dumb ass questions that you can't talk to anyone about because you will forget that tought as quick as you forget all the goals you just set yourself.

THATS WHATS HAPPENING TO ME... January 10. 2009 I officially quit smoking.

beer is for special occasions, cigarettes will accompany a beer if nessesary.

any other substance are out of the picture.

and i'm gonna start getting fit, and in peak performance, fuck that beer belly. imma get swoll (not like a fuckin meathead but like a fit motherfucka)

fuckin shit

Fri, 02 Jan 2009 14:59:51 GMT

i think im gonna start the year being a dad,

those pregnancy tests are like gambling with my trust, they might say negative but WHERE IS HER PERIOD ?!?!?

happy new years.

2009 wow, how will they do those new year glasses next year? 2010 w.e Im out peace

this is joyful news to my ears

Wed, 24 Dec 2008 15:26:27 GMT

tons of weight off my back, SHES NOT PREGNANT WHOOOOO WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

i almost died, i'm definitely not ready for a baby, not yet.

Fri, 28 Nov 2008 16:12:09 GMT

i have proposed to her

Fri, 31 Oct 2008 04:36:35 GMT

bought her a ring

and she said yes.

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 04:17:04 GMT

shit is not going good, and one thinks oh i need to find a girl, oh i need to find that special someone, oh where is that woman that i will love,
when you find that special someone, its all fun and games, its all perfect, all O0o0o0o LOVeeeee how pretty woooo pee dooooo.

but when reality hits your fucking face, thats when all the wooooooppeeeedooo kind of shit suddenly ends, and whiplashes you into a constant neckpain,

No job no money, economy is getting worse, unemployment is high, oil prices are beyond $150 a barrel, no one seems to know what to do about it, people are losing their homes, family men are desperate for jobs, and there i am, trying to find ME a job to start my life is this world of shit, i seriously should have stayed single, i dont understand how everything i wanted became what i least wanted, now i feel like i must go on in this fight, i have someone who loves me and will die if i'm not there for her.

this is the worst situation i've ever been on, i cant even see her because i have no money for a goddamn bus.
just today i got sick, shit just doesnt seem to be working out, i see no light in this tunnel.

fuck my life

IM FUCKIN GETTIN MARRIED

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 00:35:03 GMT

HAHAHHAAHHAAH DAMMMMMMMMMMMMNNNNNNNNN

i will post a more formal entry another day.

Mon, 16 Jun 2008 14:22:46 GMT

i fuckin hate seeing you too dude!!

high five
HAHAHAHHA

Sun, 11 May 2008 17:52:53 GMT

"I love the government and the Constitution of the United States, but I do not love the damned rascals that administer the government."-Brigham Young.

this could probably be the only thing this man said that i can relate to.

whooop

Fri, 09 May 2008 23:21:28 GMT

I got a fuckin girlfriend.

she's my dream girl.

fuck yea.

afrokid

Sat, 26 Apr 2008 02:55:11 GMT

U R FUCKN EMO AS SHIT!!

woohoo

Mon, 21 Apr 2008 15:00:03 GMT

im having so much fun.

lifes good
good things happen.
the fun part about life is just living.

what the fuck!

Tue, 08 Apr 2008 06:41:53 GMT

I have 1,734 songs

143 hours of music. 6 days of music non stop.

BITCH

so i need an mp3 player of 10 GB

4:07

Fri, 28 Mar 2008 20:11:06 GMT

I have a few minutes left before i have to take off to work.

i have changed my everyday thoughts, i no longer worry about things i used to worry about, eg. war, famine, death, politics, conspiracies, answers to unsolved questions.

the lack of attention to these subjects opened many doors to different thoughts and outcomes in life, obviosly i can't ever forget what i learned and i will always carry information that i learned over the years, but i will not let it manifest, the law of attraction is too powerful, the more passionate you are about something the quicker it happens.

im happy

Tue, 25 Mar 2008 05:13:02 GMT

HAPPY!!!!!!! LOL

yea

Mon, 24 Mar 2008 04:04:46 GMT

i wanna wish my dad a happy birthday, today was easter, many businesses were closed due to that holiday, i was intending to buy my father something but the places i wanted to go to were closed...

i felt bad, but i made a parrillada, or bbq. haha then it started raining when the meat was almost cooked.
i ran out with an umbrella. i saved it from being wet lol.
i feel happier than before, even though i have a sore throat again, i think i'm getting better though, no, i am getting better, and thats because i want to be healthy, i met this girl at work, and i was just taken away by the radiance of her smile, her aura was enjoyable, i really like her.
i'm gonna let things i want come to me without thinking about HOW they will happen, its like driving a car in the dark, with the headlights you only see 200 feet in front of you, but you dont know whats over the 200 feet, i just know that i will get to the place without worrying about seeing beyond the 200 feet.
i like the new camaro, its fucking badass!!
i see alot of mustangs that think they are bad, its time to show them the 400 horses that the camaros got.

Writer's Block: Work & Self-Worth

Wed, 05 Mar 2008 17:37:12 GMT

Does your current occupation affect your self-worth?

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Im a dishwasher, i think that if you say it affects your self worth i say you need to be more humble.

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 20:51:30 GMT

Writer's Block: Grounded.

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 04:01:04 GMT

smoking pot

LOL

Fri, 22 Feb 2008 04:11:40 GMT

I quit the winspinner's job,

FUCK THAT SHIT, no one buys that piece of shit even though they look trippy as fuck

w.e

i went to an interview for an office job at a lawyer's office, i'll get an answer no later than monday.

ALSO i'm sick as fuck, AND i'm watching pink floyd: the wall

didn't realizeeeeeee

Tue, 19 Feb 2008 17:02:11 GMT

Today is tuesday, february 19, 2008

I called the lady from windspinners, and she FINALLY picked the phone up, so i might have landed a job, or get my 2 day training check, cause DAMN I NEED MONEY LOL

im almost broke again.

other than that , i met this cute girl, just like i wrote in the first entry of the year, i would really like to be with her.

BAM! just got a call back with my schedule: aventura fuckin mall yo !!!

today 2-5

tomorrow 2-6

Sun, 03 Feb 2008 18:55:15 GMT

Tue, 29 Jan 2008 08:54:32 GMT

ANOTHER FUCKING NIGHT ANOTHER FUCKING "BIG BREAK"

THESE PIGS WONT LEAVE ME ALONE

I'M BEING HUNTED BY PALE FACES IN BLUE!!!!!!!!

3 charges dismissed for being badass and down to earth with the cops

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHA WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF